Is it only me or someone else also has gone through this?
A person keeps coming in and going out of your life.. and you inspite of pretending to be too strong, allow him to... And that person conveniently keeps on judging you and you just can't help yourself from wanting them... Sometimes you donot even know why you want someone so much.. even if they are harmful for your good.. May be this is what we call as 'love'... But why is it that the person fails to understand what you feel for them... How can someone be so insenstive, incognitive and selfish?
Everytime i break ties, coincidentally or intentionally the person comes back.. I mean i can give a fantastic story to Bollywood... How is this practically possible that the other person doesn't know or fails to understand what have you felt for them for all these years.. and they keep judging you for something which you did when they were not there in your life...
When will this person Permanently go from my life??? Or when will he understand that no one in this world can love him more than me? I can give this statement on a stamp paper.. Yes, I can !!! But of no use...
The other person keeps on judging you and keeps on ranting how much i have fought with him... without even acknowledging the fact that how much i have loved and longed him...
I have never longed for someone in my life except for this person.. and i am damn sure that i won't long or love someone else the same way i loved him...
Sometimes i feel so miserable that i waited for years for somebody so unworthy...
"duniya choona chaahe mujhe yuu.. jaise unki saari ki saari main...
Duniya chaahe roop mera, koi na jaane bechaari main...
haaye tooti saari ki saari main, tere ishq mein hui awaari main...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-S1IhJ_DHjw
